I was an army soldier that was a non deployed gulf war veteran (1985-1991). I was stationed in Germany during the gulf war. The military started pre-deployment involuntary vaccines during Dec. 1990. They referred to the vaccine as “A” and “B” vaccine. (anthrax and botulinum)

Being a non deployed veteran I did not contribute my health problems to service time. I have thought that my unique situation would help VA, being non deployed having similar health problems and not going to Iraq? The causes could be Anthrax or Botulinum vaccines? I did the gulf war exam for D.O.D. My health problems listed on the 21-526 are approx. dates and the symptoms were not debilitating when first noticed. The last 4 years have felt debilitating enough to start researching the internet and outside VA for help. After getting a copy of VA records I was wondering why some symptoms weren't being documented. After years of complaining about headaches, body pain, sleep problems, high blood pressure, acid reflux, diarrhea problems, fatigue and weak feeling in muscles along with twitching, tremor in muscles, memory problems that have caused concern.

 
MY  Goals:
1. Im searching for squalene and MF59 researchers and doctors.
2. Helping 1990 gulf war veterans with GWI or undiagnosed
    health problems.
3. Changing the VA's denial in treatment and diagnosis
    of our veterans.
4. Exposing the truth about the anthrax vaccines that contain
    MF59 / squalene being the real cause of what government
    calls gulf war illness.

I have been treated at my local VA for approx. 12 years. About 6 years ago I had back surgery on L5/S1 disc. The VA did not due the surgery but, I had MRI and consulted with VA doctors over there opinions. Considering a 2^nd back surgery, I was told that I had degenerate disease that it wouldn't help my situation. I receive morphine for pain, omeprazole for reflux acid, ambien and CPAP to sleep.  VA had ignored and downplayed my symptoms by not documenting some of my health issues. Decided to see Neurologists outside of VA on issues of pain, numbness and tremors and see if they know anything about GWI? The report I got from the neurologist's states I have peripheral neuropathy. Degeneration of myelin sheath. Another neurologist I seen states atrophy. Some Degeneration of the brain. (memory problems) These reports indicate that I have a multi problem degeneration as in many 1990 veterans reports. I seen a gulf war environmental agent and filled out 10-9009A and had a physical exam. In 2009 went to a WRIISC evaluation in Palo Alto where I complained about high pain levels in headaches, back, shoulders, arms, and upper legs. I was given a fibromyalgia DVD, but fibromyalgia was not documented in my medical records.